大変なこと

So the last time I typed on this blog, I said I had an interview. I did end up getting the job and it was VERY temporary. It literally only lasted from the beginning of May to the middle of June. But it was a job nonetheless, and I met wonderful people working there. At the time, I felt that I was blessed to be working with so many amazing people and I actually got to work with my grandmother as well. Now I can give you a rundown of my last couple of months:

In May, from the 9th to the end of the month, I was working. It was a job grading standardized tests (5th and 6th graders) on a 4 point scale. I literally felt like I was reading the same essays over and over. It was busy work where you sit at a desk all day reading papers, but as I said before, the people I worked with were amazing and they helped me get through the days.

I spent half of June working, and the other half not doing much of anything. I went to another beauty supply store and had a small conversation with a Korean woman this time. She seemed so happy that I was speaking to her in Korean (well trying to with my limited knowledge anyway). I treated myself to a manicure and pedicure (I don’t get those done often cause I’d rather do them myself), and bought more Japanese books (LOL) and other miscellaneous things. I also had an interview with another recruiter in (broken) Japanese.

Most of July, she helped me try to find a job. I went to an event called Praise in the Park, but other than that, not much happened. Oh! I registered for TOPIK II! I will be taking TOPIK II in Atlanta, assuming there’s not a problem getting there.

Which brings me to: AUGUST! My recruiter told me I had an interview, but didn’t say which company it was with. She told me about the job at the end of July, and literally August 5th I had an interview. I did as much preparation as I could for an interview in Japanese, but it ended up being in English haha. So my interview was that Friday, and literally that Monday, my recruiter said they liked my personality. Wednesday I was offered the job! The catch was I had to relocate to the other side of the country to a place I had never even heard of within 2 weeks. I had to search for my own place and everything. Relocation is tough. If you get nothing else from this post, try to make sure you always have money saved up because you never know what may come up. My grandmother came out here with me to help me get settled in, as this is my first job and I’m so far from the home that I know. We’ve really been enjoying ourselves out here despite it being a small town. After about 2 weeks, we’ve probably seen most of everything that there is to do, but we can make do. It gives me time to study, do arts and crafts, and spend less money since there’s nowhere to go. The only thing now is since I’m somewhere else, I have to fly back home to take TOPIK. I could wait and just miss out on $40, or I could fly back home, take the test and rush back to work the day after I get back. If I’m being honest, I don’t think I’m ready to take the test, but I would like to take it to measure my ability and see what I need to work on. If those sample tests were anything to go by, my writing is extra weak and I haven’t been practicing. I haven’t been reading much of anything either. I was studying in August despite everything going on, but I lost wifi when I moved and I’m not supposed to get it until Monday (it’s been torture without it _-_). I also ordered:

And it should be coming Wednesday!!!!! *along with my second check, so it’ll feel like Christmas* I’ll see how this book helps me. Now I’m putting a lot of focus into Korean because I get Japanese practice at my job. When I studied abroad in Fukuoka, there were so many Koreans it sometimes felt like we were studying in Korea instead. Now at my job, I’m surrounded by so much Japanese, it feels like I’m in Japan. I got the immersion I was asking for but not in the way I expected. I’m definitely not complaining. I can learn so much there. Now, instead of complaining about not having a job and no money to do anything, I’ll be complaining about bills and maybe how tired I am from my job. I may have more interesting things to talk about from now on since I’m actually doing stuff!

I hope I didn’t bore you. My main things now are: will I take TOPIK or wait for the next go round? What is in store for me on my job? How will I decorate my new place? (I already have a few ideas, I just need the money to handle it)

I’m also about to register for the JLPT in December as well. Tis the season of test-taking for me I guess. I need my money for that too.

Hello There!

*shifty eyes* It’s been awhile hasn’t it? Well here’s an update: I finished all of the Shin Kanzen Master Dokkai (Reading) book!!!! *throws confetti* It was a rough road, but I got through it, some kind of way. Again, I haven’t been studying Korean as much, but I’m not doing nothing so I feel good. I actually just heard from Korean Vitamin about KBS Radio’s 독서실 and it’s like an extra treasure chest of materials! That + TTMIK’s resources (I purchased Kyeungeun’s Audiobooks) = HEAVEN!!!! I love having extra resources. That’s why I keep buying books I know I don’t need lol. I went to the beauty supply store not too long ago and I spoke a bit of Korean to the clerk. He was shocked (of course) and I felt some satisfaction at being brave (I’m an extremely shy person). I’m going to go back to that store just to speak in Korean one day. A list of things that have happened in April:

  • Finished Shin Kanzen Master Dokkai (technically finished this May 2, but majority of it was done in April)
  • Spoke Korean to a store clerk
  • Prince’s death (my mom’s all time favorite singer)
  • Went to see Purple Rain in honor of his death
  • Job interview (it’s very possible that I’ll get the job, I feel like the interview went well)

Ummmm…I think that’s it for an update on what I’ve been up to! I also read this post (I just found her blog), and learned about the Super Challenge! Basically it’s reading 100 books (1 book = 50 pages) and watching 100 films (1 film = 90 minutes) by the end of December 2017. NOT 2016, 2017! This is not a typo. So there’s a LOT of time for this challenge, and I think I want to try it out. The only thing is I’m usually not good with long term things, so maybe halfway through I’ll forget or something…but I won’t let myself do that! (I hope). It gives me more reason to read through these Japanese books I have and watch more things. I’ve been so focused on reading lately that I almost forget I need to be listening too. At the moment I don’t have as many books in Korean, so I’m not sure if I should tack on Korean to the challenge as well. I’ll just go with the flow and see where I am. Mother’s Day is coming up! I have an idea on what to get Mommy, but I’m still trying to think of a gift for Grammy…if anybody’s out there…any gift ideas?

Rejection

Haha now I guess I actually have something to talk about. I don’t remember if I talked about it here, but I applied for the JET (Japan Exchange and Teaching) Program for Fall 2016 and got rejected. For people interested in Japan/Japanese culture, that’s probably the most well known program where you can work in Japan for a year and all expenses are (pretty much) paid either as a teaching assistant or a coordinator for international relations (CIR). I could never picture myself teaching in front of a class of kids, so I applied for the CIR position. The CIR position isn’t as clear cut as the teaching position, but I was hoping to be able to put my 4 years of Japanese study to good use. At the moment, I can’t find anything else to do. This was one of the reasons I was so anxious about focusing on my Japanese; you have to be at a certain level to apply for the position so I definitely wanted to be at that level if I got the interview. There was also an option that you can choose to be considered as an assistant language teacher if they felt your skills were more qualified in that position. Apparently I was not qualified for either.

I had a nagging feeling I wouldn’t be picked, just like the Korean grad school feeling, but I guess a part of me just hoped that that feeling was just anxiousness or something. Now I know for sure that I got rejected. At least the wait is over. I can’t tell if I’m “heartbroken” or not. On the plus side, I don’t have to wait for an interview, but I can’t quite relax because I really need a job. I’m looking into some other stuff now.

At least I got my books that I’ve been waiting for. Maybe that gift to myself cushioned the blow of rejection…

Edit: just read through some old posts and realized I haven’t talked about getting rejected from the Korean grad school either. Hmmmm. Well since I keep saying I’m not doing anything, I was rejected by that program, too. To keep you all from reading very repetitive things, I’ll just summarize my feelings: they’re the same as above. I had that nagging feeling that I wouldn’t be accepted, but there was still a little glimmer of hope. Possibly because I feel like I know I’ll be rejected, it cushions the blow when I actually am. That’s all. Nothing too devastating.

I think I’m going to start reading my new light novels tomorrow: 12 Kingdoms.

Obligatory

Here’s my obligatory Happy New Year post so…Happy New Year!!!! There were good and bad times in 2015, but I and others got through it. Not everyone made it into the new year, but I’m glad to say I did. Hopefully this is my year to return to Japan. I don’t have a list of resolutions, but my goals haven’t changed: improve in Japanese and Korean. I’ll probably put a more detailed post later. I stayed up all night so I could try to get on a ‘normal’ schedule where I’m awake during the day and asleep at night. At the moment, it’s the opposite >< see ya later!

Yay!!!

Soooo…I’ve just finished my first Japanese light novel! I’ve been obsessed with sports anime lately, so I read a light novel regarding one of my new favorite shows: Kuroko no Basuke! I LOVE the characters there! Oh my goodness. And I watched Prince of Tennis, so I’m used to all the sports moves being blown out of proportion and amplified with characters glowing and flying into outer space and stuff so the unrealistic-ness of it doesn’t phase me too much! I like how the anime puts a lot of focus on improving in basketball, but the light novel that I read (Kuroko no Basuke-Replace) goes into a backstory of their lives. If it were to be animated, they would be the filler episodes that no one really wants to see. I like fillers (when they’re done right) so I liked reading the novel. And let me say I learned A LOT of words! I was going to settle for reading ~20 pages/day but I got so caught up and motivated to keep going that I wanted to read more. I bought the novel as an e-book from BookWalker. At first I wanted to buy the original light novel, then I thought about the shipping costs for the series. I’m still jobless, so anyway I can save money, that’s what I’m doing. SO, I bought the ebook, downloaded the app on my phone (I couldn’t screenshot the pages from my computer >_>) took screenshots on my phone, uploaded them to Google drive, gathered them in a document using Pages (my student Microsoft account expired and I can’t find our original CD T_T), then printed out all the pages from the document. The ebook was 329 pages on my phone, but I could get 4 pages on each sheet. So I technically used 83 sheets of paper (which isn’t bad coming out of a 500 sheet pack). I may or may not do this again to finish the series. There are 5/6 volumes (don’t remember) and I want to finish them all. For now, having them printed out on paper is best for drilling the Kanji/words into my head, but maybe after reading so many volumes, I won’t need to go to a dictionary to look up every other word, so I won’t feel the need to print the pages out anymore. For now, although the process is repetitive and boring, it works for me. And I was extremely excited to get through my first book! ^______^ I think part of the reason I was able to get through the book quickly was because I was completely focusing on Japanese. I always try to balance out my Japanese and Korean, so switching back and forth was probably more tiring than I realized. For now I really want to up my Japanese, then maybe Korean can come after that.

Rough draft of how I went through the book:

November 16: Ordered Kuroko no Basuke-Replace

November 17: Started reading it.

November 30: 80 pages in. Decided to start reading 20 pages/day

December 3: Started reading 1 chapter/day (total of 6 chapters but chapter 1 was ridiculously long)

December 9: Finished the novel

In the midst of this I finished 3 anime series: Diamond no Ace, Yowamushi Pedal, and Future Diary. I’ve also been keeping up with Haikyuu! (the anime and manga)

It’s official: I need a life @_@

Sighs

I looked over a TTMIK story time a couple (hundred) times. First, I used it as dictation and wrote the story out as I was listening. Then I made corrections between what I heard and what was actually said. I haven’t gotten to looking up the new vocab yet…that’s literally all I did (in terms of study) this week. I didn’t even look at any Japanese study material…

Welp…it’s only Wednesday…there’s still a half of this week left…then we go into September! Yikes! This year is flying by…hopefully I can kick myself in the butt and get through this self study thing…*sigh*

Can’t Keep Up

*sigh* As soon as I get “my mojo” back, I get lazy-ish. -_- In my defense, it’s been a busy week with a lot of birthdays, and my Uncle Dwayne came to town, and I Skyped with my Japanese friend. We spoke in Japanese, but just for a LITTLE bit. Like it’s not even worth mentioning how much we talked (in Japanese of course, the regular conversation was over 3 hours xD).

I’ve come up with a plan that can get me to Japan or Korea, so I’ll work on that. Then when I get over to one of the countries, I’ll want to study all the time! Mwahahahahahaaa!!!! Or at least I’ll be forced to interact with people which in turn will become a form of study. I won’t mention it here at the moment, but know that I am working on something and not completely letting my life go to waste! Until then, I’ll get back on track with my used to be good study habits!